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Tired Of Being Alone
03:23
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I’m so tired of being lonesome, I’m so tired of being blue
So tonight I’ll just lie here and remember I’m not going back to you.
I guess I should have listened to what everybody said.
I guess I should have listened, listened to my head.
But there’s years of my life I can’t stand myself
For you know what I say is true.
Years of my life I still hate my self
Girl I don’t know how I let you.
And I know you still loved him,
I could see it in your eyes.
I could feel it when I kissed you,
I could hear it in your sighs
.
Maybe someday we’ll meet
Maybe I’ll forgive you.
Maybe someday we’ll meet
We could both be someone new.
But there’s years of my life where I hate myself
For you know what I say is true.
Years of my life I can’t stand myself
Girl I don’t know how I let you.
Do one thing for me baby
Please forget that you knew me.
Shake it up, now darlin'
And I’ll meet you at the jubilee.
I guess I should have listened to what everybody said.
I guess I should have listened to you.
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I spent last year trying to find a way to cope
When you left you told me not to lose hope
But I found myself knee-deep in dope
It's the closest thing to love I've found
If everything in the world were fine
She would be mine
And last year's days would be filled with her cheer
But she's not here
I'm surprised that you picked up the phone
Cause every other time you haven't been home
I've just been a mess these days
I'm sorry you had to see me this way
If everything in the world were fine
She would be mine
And last year's days would be filled with her cheer
But she's not here
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3. |
Cigarette Queen
03:16
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Cigarette Queen
I don't wanna be mean
But I think you should get clean of me.
Can't you see that I'm bad for you, I'm bad for you.
I don't wanna be cruel
But I think I need
I need someone new
And you do too.
You do too.
Cigarette Queen
I don't wanna be mean
But I think you should get clean of me.
Can't you see that I'm bad for you, I'm bad for you.
I don't wanna be cruel
But I think I need
I need someone new
And you do too.
You do too.
Cigarette Queen
I don't wanna be mean
But I think you should get clean of me.
Can't you see that I'm bad for you, not right for you.
I don't wanna be cruel
But I think I need
I need someone new
And you do too.
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4. |
Such A Freak
02:04
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I don't know how to act when I'm around you.
You kicked my ass with that cheesy grin, your plastic shoes too.
But you're so genuine, drinking your ghetto wine.
I love that jacket, I have one just like it.
You died your hair? I've never seen that.
Your nose ring's so unique.
Oh my god you're such a freak.
You listen to pleasant music by people who dress like you.
Wear old clothes that no one has, all your friends do too.
But you're so genuine, drinking your ghetto wine
I love that jacket, I have one just like it.
You died your hair? I've never seen that.
Your nose ring's so unique.
Oh my god you're such a freak
Oh my god you're such a freak.
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5. |
Nicky Dizzy
03:13
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Hiding drugs in the church parking lot
Telling the girl upstate you miss her a lot
Blowing smoke in a cemetery
We don't like ice cream with cherries
I'm sorry mom
I didn't mean
To make you cry
With all my lies
Sitting dazed in the shower
Trying to make the best of every hour
Getting nicky dizzy to fall asleep
It's our first time, please don't be mean
I'm sorry mom
I didn't mean
To make you cry
With all my lies
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6. |
Bad Night
02:41
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I wish that all these people would
Shut up for a minute and listen
I think that we might be in hell
Or at least hell's kitchen
Trying to open up my mind, but all I see is assholes and lizards
I'm trying to have a good time, but I can't stop thinking and thinking...
We don't deserve any of this money that we found
It's high time somebody burns this shithole to the ground
This is the first time I've had any fun in weeks
But I'd give anything for some sanity and peace
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7. |
The Waltz
04:17
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Last night I had a dream
And things were not as they seem
I spent the night looking for answers
But got distracted by the pretty dancers
You’re not where you belong
So help me sing this song
Cause I’ve been alone too long.
Wanna know where we belong
Where we belong.
Late in the evening, I lost the time
Deep in the churchyard, I lost my mind
Choirs sang, but I couldn’t hear
All I know is I wish you were here
You’re not where you belong
So help me sing this song
Cause I’ve been alone too long
I wanna know where we belong
Where we belong.
I'm fucked up on the side of the street, darling I know you see me
I'm fucked up on the side of the street, stop the car, I know you see me
I'm fucked up on the side of the street, darling, don't you see me?
I'm fucked up on the side of the street, darling why won't you save me?
Let me be
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8. |
She Loves Me
04:25
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I love the way she smiles
It makes all these drives worthwhile
When I’m with her I fly
She really knows how to calm my mind.
Cause all the time
She says she loves me
All the time
I wish we weren’t so shy
Cause love like this is nothing to hide
And I want to tell the whole world
This is the only girl I want to hold.
Cause all the time
She says she loves me
All the time
I don’t know if i should tell you
Cause it might kill you
But I have to tell you
She lies
All the time
All the fucking time.
Don't trust a thing she says
They're all lies
Just run away
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9. |
Spend The Night
03:12
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Sing me a love song and I’ll sing you five
It was really nice to meet you, but I’m just glad to be alive
I could fall for you so easily, and we’d be happy too
But if we’re being honest, that’s not what I came here to do
I wonder how you’re feeling, wonder if I feel the same
Don’t know if we can be close when you live so far away
So we’ll keep a distance, sometimes we’ll lock eyes
And spend a moment thinking what it would be like
If you want to spend the night, just make yourself at home
I need some chamomile to rest my weary bones
Of course there’s a place for you to charge your phone
Help yourself to everything I own.
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Lucy
03:02
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I’m happy that you’re real
I’m happy you make me feel
I hope to come home and see you
I hope to come home and feel you, feel you woah-oh
You’re what makes me feel alive
Inside
The feeling I chase you thrive
I’m just trying to get high
Tell me Lucy doesn’t need me, well I don’t need her
I don’t need her when we’re together
You always call me when I’m high
I just hope I didn’t say goodbye
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